Just Curl Up
I want to say that I've been really busy, that's why I haven't posted anything in a week. But really it's just that I haven't been able to find any words to write. This world seems like such a mess at times and I feel like nothing I say will make a difference in this retarded world.
People are so judgemental and hurtful and damaging. I was at my Nana's for Mother's Day and me, my sister and my 2 cousins were sitting around a small table in the living room eating, my other cousin was in the kitchen with the adults, even though he's only 12 or so [I have to many cousins]. So we began to talk about how stuck up he was acting, and how him and his mother think they are better than everyone else. You see, [and I mean no disrespect with what I am saying next] his mother is native, and he's half native but you would never be able to tell. And for whatever reason, they think they are better than the rest of us, even though she's part of our family now, and has been for 15 years or so.
My cousin said it best 'It's what has been poured into his head' .. and it's so true. I don't think I realized it when I was younger cause I never really paid attention much to the adults in my family. But Within the past 3 or 4 years or so, I've noticed a totally different attitude in most of my family members.
I'm not only talking about my family members either. It is the rest of the world. They are always going on with who's doing what, and who's doing that, and what's right and what's wrong. Who cares. I'm so sick of 'Did you hear what so and so did' 'Ohmigod, that's horrible, why would she do that'. STOP JUDGING PEOPLE! It's none of your damn buisness if so and so slept with the guy next door. Or if Britney Spears was seen running down the street naked. Are they hurting anyone? No. Are they causing the world to spin of it's axis? No. So shut the fuck up! If a 13 year old girl gets pregnant, that's her buisness. Quit saying that it's so horrible and wrong and gross. If you don't feel it's right to get pregnant at that age, you know what you can do? NOT GET PREGNANT, that's what.
So .. the reason I haven't been posting is simple. I've been to pissed off the world to want to sit at this computer and type out boring shit. So I've been curled up with a book and watching movies. At least then I can control what goes into my head, instead of everyone else feeding me lies.
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