Month of love.

Valentine’s day is coming up. Not one of my favorite holidays. It’s safe to say that I hate it. For those of you who were around last year, may remember why. But in case you weren’t, it’s the day my grandmother died eight years ago. So no, I’m not your typical ‘I don’t have a boyfriend and love depresses me’ kind of girl. Them girls make me sick, so sorry if you’re one of them. If you want a boyfriend, then get a boyfriend. Besides, just cause you don’t have someone doesn’t mean that you can’t have fun on Valentine’s Day. Go out with single friends and make fun of everyone else. It’s a lot of fun, I swear to it.

I hate that we have one day of the year that we’re supposed to celebrate loved ones. And I’m not just talking about Valentine’s Day. There’s Mother’s Day, Father’s Day, Grandparent’s Day, etc. Why can’t we just love them everyday. I dunno it just seems kind of weird to me. And it creates so many problems and heartaches. There are many people who have lost their mothers, fathers, grandparents, and so on. There are people who leave their families, or have had their family members leave them. Unlike going out and getting yourself a boyfriend, you can’t just go and get yourself another parent/grandparent. So listen whoever makes holidays, get rid of them -.- Nah I’m not really serious, I don’t mind the other Holidays, but I know some people who would rather not be reminded of their lost loved ones.

Jordan’s birthday is on the 19^th, and our 3 year anniversary is on the 25^th. So if everything works out to plan, we’re heading to the next city over to celebrate. We’re going shopping and then watching Valentine’s Day. Hey! Just cause I don’t like the day, doesn’t mean I can’t appreciate love. Besides, it’s got a great cast and it looks really cute, and can you say Tayler Lautner? I’m really excited. Though I’m nervous about the driving, cause I normally always fall asleep whenever we took the trip (it’s about an hour away), so I’ve never really seen where to go and how to get around. It’s a good thing we’re making a day of it then eh? Haha. I’m sure it’ll be fine. But if you don’t hear from me in a couple of days, I got lost ;o

New layout as you can probably tell from the fact that there is a new layout before your eyes. I kind of like it. As I’ve said, I’m not a fan of February 14^th, but I wanted to do a layout around the holiday anyway. But not your typical cutesy I love you crap that everyone would normally do. So I did a darker ‘love doesn’t exist’ layout. I like it =) Don’t go hating me, cause I know love exists, I’m very much in love with Jordan, I’d be a fool not to believe. I just wanted to stand out a little and do something different. Do I get an A?