Ashley Alison. Ashlay. Ashee. 20. Canadian. November 19th. Jordan♥ Obsessive. Carefree. Quite. Outspoke. A Major Contradiction.My Besties
Jordan Love
So we met years ago, and we started off hating each other, much like how many of my friendships start out. But then little by little we became sort of friends. There was a point in our lives where we realized that we needed each other, and we finally became the friends that everyone knows us as. We've seen good times, and bad times. You've held me while I cried and laughed at me when I did something stupid. I don't know where I would be if I didn't have you.
We've been together for almost 2 years now, and I doubt anything will tear us apart, although many have tried. I mean it when I say that I'm going to rescue you from your house, and we're going to move away together. We'll live a happy life and no one will bother us anymore. I don't think I could live without you by my side, and I don't want to either. There's so much to say, that I couldn't possibly say it all. Just know that I love you, and will always love you.
AB-<3-JS
Abbie Abbigiggle
Abbie is probably the 3rd most important person in my life (my sister Hannah being first, Jordan being second), and without her I don't know where I would be now. Our friendship is proof that it doesn't matter where you come, how you start off, or where you'll end up, if you work at the friendship, it will grow. You see, Abbie and I didn't like each other much at the beginning, actually I don't think she had anything against me, it was just me being stupid. But then I gave her a chance, and found out that she is an amazing person. She is easy to talk to, and fun to rant to, as she doesn't say much which is sometimes the best thing. She is the first true and honest person that I have met in a long time. And I am extremely happy that I have her as a part of my life.
Well Abbigiggle, you are my best friend. I don't think I've ever told you that or not, but it's only obvious that you are. Whenever something happens in my life, whether it be good or bad, you are the first person I tell (unless I tell Jordan first of course). You always know what exactly to say, and you're always a blast to talk to. Hanging out with you is great, though at first it was rather awkward, but it seems those days are far in the past. I hope that I have you in my life for a long time, and that we remain friends til the end.
Your Lover Loves You <333
Carmen Carma
Things between us, much like every other one of my friends, started off rough, both to blame I suppose, but I don't regret it. Chances are, if things didn't go down the way they did, we probably wouldn't be the friends that we are now. At first I was skeptical of our friendship, I didn't really see it going anywhere, because of all the tension between us, but what do you know, we got through it. I often wonder if you actually care about me, and the friendship, I get the impression sometimes that I'm just kind of there and that's it. But then other times, you are there for me when no one else is. It may never be much, but it's still enough to show you care, and to help me through whatever pathetic problem I'm going through, no matter how big, nor small.
I meant what I said when I said that I never wanted to see you get hurt, even before we were on good terms, I worried about you, which was probably why I let my anger and frustrations go and gave you an actual chance. You make me feel special a lot of the time, I don't think you really know how much. The random little drawings that say 'Carmen loves Ashley' (even if you spell my name wrong!) make me smile, and when you great me with 10 e's or y's, it makes me laugh and I'm glad I have a friend like you. We aren't as close as I'd like, nor do we have a bunch of memories between us, but that will come in time I hope. I can promise you this though, whenever you need a hand to hold, or a ear to listen, you know where to come. No matter how big, nor small, nor silly the problem may be, I'm always here.
My Other Friends
Taylor
Taylor James Lily McConnell =P. Anyway! I hate trying to think of things to write on these stupid things.
You and I have been friends for about a billion years. .. Ok so it hasn't been that long, but sure seems like it. We've been through a lot together, ups and downs, tears and laughs, soap wars and staring contests. Its been a rough few years, we've both seen our downs, and we've been there for each other as much as we could.
You've been there for me more times than I can count. Sat up with me while I was feeling down, offered encouraging words, even going as far as coming to my house late at night just to give me a hug. The months when we weren't speaking were to say the least, horrible. I always needed someone to talk to that would understand, but you weren't there anymore, so I ended up bottling it all up. But we're talking again, so its all good. I can't wait till we get together and make people say "They never shut up". Or continue having our early morning talks about anything and everything. And maybe, just maybe, we'll get together and have another soap war, staring contest, or a tickle fight =P I'll write more later, to tired to think of anything too thoughtful
Princess Loves Her One & Only =] <333
Dale
Well Dale. I don't know where to start. You say we went to school together, but I don't remember, haha. It was along time ago, and I blacked out half the year anyway, so meh. I do recall the time we actually first met. Making us walk in the snow storm and such. We talked on the phone a bit, you always talked a lot more than I did, still do haha. Then we started dating, haha. Only lasted a couple of months, probably cause it was a 'long' distant relationship. We hung out a bit during that time, some pretty good times. Remember when we babysat my cousin, haha. We hung out at Taylor's a few times, that was probably the best times. I also remember, that year, at the fair, you kept staring at me. Hahaha, and then you told me that you were. Creeeepy! Haha.
You've been there for me a lot in the few years we've known each other, from break-ups, to arguments, to depression, to laughter, and you always know how to cheer me up, or at least make me forget that I'm upset, or angry. Sometimes you make me even more angry, but that's very rare haha. Dale was my prom date, haha, and I probably would of ran away if he hadn't of been there. I was so freaking nervous, but Dale was there making a fool of himself like always to take my mind of it. You've been a great friend Dale, and of course we don't have the perfect friendship, we've fought, we've yelled at each other, but we will still be there if the other needs them, and that's what matters most. Thanks Dale, for everything =].
Online Friends
Kailee Babe
We have never met, yet I feel like I could tell you everything. I believe we met randomly on Myspace, and everything went from there. We would talk about our messed up lives, and you'd tell me your problems and I'd tell you about my dreams. I'd send you sweet comments, and you'd leave me funny bulletins. You are the sweetest girl I've ever met, and I hate how you live forever and a day away from me, cause you and I would be a blast together. We'd make all the pretty boys jealous.
I hope you know that even though we are miles apart, that I will always be there for you to come to, you can always send me a comment or a message over myspace. I hope you know that whenever you feel down that I will be there to help pick you back up. If you ever begin to doubt yourself, remember that message I sent you. If anything, hold that close to your heart. Kailee, I love you my darling, and don't you forget it.
Jeremy Potts
Jeremy -messages you on msn cause I suddenly miss you-, another one of those good friends that I've never met in person. I don't even remember when we started talking, or how, probably some random chat site when I was in High School. It's been years, and we still chat every once and a while. I still remember that night right after I said goodbye to you and tried to go to sleep. All of those old feelings came crashing back to me, and I ran to the computer and messaged you. You responded back instantly. You helped me through that night, like you have done so many times in the years I've known you. I sometimes have dreams that you show up to wherever I am, and you surprise me and I hug you and I'd be instantly happy. I wish that would come true someday. It would be great to have my big brother around, if only for a day.
You mean the world to me Jeremy, even if we've never met. I don't care. Remember that time you called me? Talk about awkward! Haha. How about those random times you've sang to me or sent me little voice clips. You are one of the most awesomest people I know, and I wish you were actually here. Instead of just on the computer. Remember when you moved? I was so upset. You were already far enough away, and then you moved farther. Sigh. I love you Jeremy, whether your 10000 miles away or not.
